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K, for those of you who donapos;t know, (which is almost�everybody, Iapos;m sure), my hubby is finally home (Just in time, too, since Iapos;ve gotta go to work pretty quick

Anyway, for those of you who wana know (and arenapos;t squeamish), he had MRSA in his knee, which is one of the strongest strains of staph infection. He was in the hospital for, what 4 days? (Since Thursday morning)

But, heapos;s gotten lots of IV antibiotics and now has oral ones to take, but at least heapos;s home, and can walk

Well, I guess thatapos;s it....

Soooo, until next time

<~*RA*~>

PS-- Shoutout to Jaded_Grin Thanks for being my LJ friend-- BTW, do you have a myspace? Lemme know

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Finally...dear God, I have solved my schedule problem for the spring semester... Thank God vacation starts this coming Wednesday or Iapos;d just scream... (registration starts tomorrow morning)

In more good news, are apartment is like, super clean, and Iapos;ve finished Joshuaapos;s grandparents wedding album... (hurray) I also discovered that tuna creations (some kinda tuna mix in a pouch) tastes FANTASTIC in onigiri and uh... I like pie...

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Had a long weekend. Left Thursday night for Houghton, which is about two hours from Marquette. I went because my dad was participating in a road rally (itapos;s really hard to explain--thereapos;s a driver and a codriver in a specially modified car and they are giving route instructions and the codriver has to tell the driver where to go because this is in the middle of the woods most of the time. Theyapos;re timed and the best time wins). I left after Nutrition ended at about 4:40. I was slightly nervous because I had NO idea of where I was going. Nearly got hit by a couple people backing out of the Superior Dome parking lot (nothing serious--just a typical day at NMU), Tried to find my way through the streets of Marquette. Ran a stop sign by accident and had to make a u-turn because I missed where I was supposed to turn. Thankfully there were no cops around even though I didnapos;t mean to run the stop sign. Found my way. The rest of the drive was really simple. When I got near Houghton/Hancock, my mom called me. I was just about to talk to my dad when the cell phone service died. Didnapos;t get it back until I was in/near Houghton. My mom talked me through where to go because it was a bit tricky but I made it. It was NOT easy to make a really tight turn while talking on a cell phone. But I made it in one piece. And...Iapos;m out of time right now. Gotta do some homework.

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Im by no means a very political person, but iapos;ve been doing my best to keep up with this presidential election.

I was definitely going to vote for Huckabee, but sadly he dropped out. After he dropped i was discouraged because i dont really like any of the other candidates. However, i think iapos;ve decided to vote for Obama. Mainly on the grounds that I dont want McCain in office. The following video really pisses me off, and brings me to the second reason i think i want to vote for Obama... To see these people choke.



what the hell? I never heard him ever say that he dislikes white people, and iapos;m sure that heapos;s not a terrorist

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I think I figured out my objection to weird/exotic/bizarre - in most cases, a more accurate substitution is unfamiliar (or unacquainted).

Weird/exotic/bizarre are qualitative judgments assessing somethingapos;s relative rarity. Unfamiliar/unacquainted are personal admissions of a lack of exposure. People prone to doing the former over the latter... Itapos;s not the lack of self-awareness so much as it is the idea that their experience is somehow universal that makes me lose interest in such a personapos;s colorizations.

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Hey, itapos;s coming round again Been a year and a half since I last did this and new folk are around, so...

"Things Need Not Have Happened to be True" - Neil Gaiman

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now (even if we donapos;t speak often or ever) please post a comment with a completely made up, fictional memory of you and me.

It can be anything you want - good or bad - but it has to be fake.

When youapos;re finished, post this little paragraph in your LJ and see what your friends come up with.
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It is amazing how one person who is on self-destruct mode can ruin everything that someone else can hold dear. How the venom that sparks from their tongue seeps through your skin and infects you. Slowly making its way through your veins and into the thing that you are most insecure about. Your relationship with another. The things that they said to you making something that you felt was so strong turns into something that seems so fragile and breakable. You start to believe all the things that they said about your relationship; you start to believe that your relationship is fake. You see cracks that have suddenly appeared, the floor that seemed so safe and secure suddenly is swept from under your feet. It leaves you unable to think about anything but bad thoughts. It leaves you unable to sleep, eat, do anything, but think. You become clingy and needy always wanting that other person to be with you to make you feel needed. That what you have is actually true.�How one person can make you feel like this. One person who chooses to destroy there life and at the same time manages to destroy yours.�With one simple sentence they manage to crush my world and left it broken with me frightened and alone and hoping that what he said is not real and that in-fact my relationship is indeed true and not false.

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Thatapos;s why I called it forgiveness, because I think a lot of what forgiveness is IS about moving forwards, forgetting or letting go of wrongs done in the past. Iapos;m not saying that if you forgive me or are able to move forwards, weapos;ll get along fine, or that we even should continue to date, but Iapos;m just bringing that up because I think that a lot of this has to do with us simply not being able to accept/forgive each other.

I will say that almost every time Iapos;ve acted inappropriately or did something that hurt you, I knew exactly what I was doing. I did those things because I knew you were irritated or dissatisfied with me to begin with, and I wanted to see that, to get you to stop covering it up. Itapos;s my fault; I should have been more direct and not passive-aggressive (itapos;s another problem about me that will follow me into any relationship or friendship I ever have, not just with you). I always regretted doing it afterwards when I realized how much it hurt you - when I cried yesterday, itapos;s not because you hurt me, but itapos;s because I (again) understood fully how much my behavior hurts you or irritates you, that everything I do will seem wrong to you. Realizing that was terrible, realizing how much my behavior hurts you was terrible.

When I say, "Iapos;m sorry, Iapos;m not myself," thatapos;s partly a lie, because obviously it was me doing those things consistently, but it is partly the truth, because I truly donapos;t know where this evil demon comes from inside that makes me hurt you, only you. I know whatapos;s right and wrong, I donapos;t know why this all escapes me when it comes to you, or why I truly am like a preschool kid who doesnapos;t realize that the person Iapos;m hitting so I can play with a toy is another human being with a mind of his own. Almost every time Iapos;ve been horrible, I knew what I was doing, but there are times, and I think many times now, that Iapos;m not aware of it at all. Partly because you donapos;t say anything, partly because my past actions have just scarred my image too much. It scares me to think that no matter what I do, no matter how I try to be good, the little things you hate about me canapos;t change how you see me.

Itapos;s only now that I am truly beginning to see how much Iapos;ve hurt you (because youapos;ve told me so), and I regret so, so, so much that I hurt you, that all these past hurts just piled up and I didnapos;t even realize the extent to which I was just piling them on. I believed you when you used to say that I was wonderful and perfect and such a blessing for you. I wanted to be the best thing that happened to you and to just love you and show you that someone could love you and not hurt you, and what did I do? I ruined it. I allowed it to happen. I hurt you anyways.

And I canapos;t stop myself.
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I feel like crap. I thought I was going to fall over dead at work this afternoon -__- And I canapos;t take off tomorrow because the only other chick that can do mail, has a fucking dentist appointment. 86 goddamn hours of sick time and all it ever does is laugh at me.

And I just remembered I needed to go to Walgreens after work, so back out I go.

Whatever is plaguing me, I had thought Iapos;d kicked it, but it came back and slapped me like a bitch today x.x urgh. To Walgreens, then who the fuck knows.
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